‘Betrayed’ Summer House star Lindsay Hubbard speaks publicly for the first time about her broken engagement with Carl Radke saying it was NOT her decision: ‘My entire life and future was ripped out from underneath me’

Lindsay Hubbard spoke publicly for the first time about her broken engagement with Carl Radke on Thursday. 

‘I would like to start by saying thank you for allowing me the space and time to process my emotions, heal, and grieve the loss of not only my relationship, but my friendship with someone I considered my best friend for 8 years,’ the Summer House star told her  573,000 Instagram followers. 

She continued: ‘The last 2 weeks have been the most heartbreaking and emotional weeks of my life. My entire life and future was ripped out from underneath me and I’ve had a hard time making sense of it all – with no answers or closure on why.’

The public relations specialist noted that she feels humiliated ‘by how it went down, and simultaneously heartbroken that it happened in the first place.’

‘My trust has been betrayed, and coming to terms with that has been difficult for me,’ Hubbard added. ‘This was not my decision, and I do not agree with quitting a relationship (at this level) without trying everything possible first.’

The TV personality said that over the past few weeks, Hubbard has worked on finding her ‘own closure and peace.’

‘I am forever grateful to my best friends who have not left my side, and have been picking up the pieces of my heart and life every day from the fallout,’ she concluded. ‘I am still grieving and trying to process all that has happened, but I felt it was important to update you all.’

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for the love and support from my friends, family, cast mates, and all of you for carrying me through. 

‘I would like to start by saying thank you for allowing me the space and time to process my emotions, heal, and grieve the loss of not only my relationship, but my friendship with someone I considered my best friend for 8 years,’ the Summer House star told her 573,000 Instagram followers

Heartbroken: She continued: ‘The last 2 weeks have been the most heartbreaking and emotional weeks of my life. My entire life and future was ripped out from underneath me and I’ve had a hard time making sense of it all – with no answers or closure on why’

The public relations specialist noted that she feels humiliated ‘by how it went down, and simultaneously heartbroken that it happened in the first place’