Former porn star who accused Josh Duggar of brutal rape says she hopes he’s jailed forever

Josh Duggar’s alleged rape victim, former porn star Danica Dillon, said she hopes he is jailed ‘for the rest of his life’ over his child pornography charges in a searing interview with DailyMailTV.

The former porn actress, whose real name is Ashley Johnston, said she was ‘not shocked’ by Duggar’s two counts of child pornography possession, and said it was ‘disgusting’ that the reality star had ‘never faced any kind of repercussion’ for his sex pest history.

The 19 Kids and Counting star pleaded not guilty in a virtual court hearing Friday after turning himself in to a Springdale, Arkansas, police station the day before.

Johnston sued Duggar in 2015 claiming a brutal rape during which he allegedly choked her and ignored her pleas for him to stop.

In an exclusive interview with DailysisterMailTV, the mother of four described the alleged harrowing ordeal and how it left her emotionally crippled.

Josh Duggar’s alleged rape victim, former porn star Danica Dillon, sat down with DailyMailTV and recounted the alleged abuse

Josh Duggar  pleaded not guilty to federal child porn charges on Friday during a virtual court hearing after turning himself in

Josh Duggar  pleaded not guilty to federal child porn charges on Friday during a virtual court hearing after turning himself in 

The 34-year-old said she was also disgusted at Duggar’s wife for sticking by him and bearing seven of his children, despite his previous admission he sexually assaulted his younger sisters, and despite the current charges – which include allegations he downloaded sexual images of children under 12.

‘I’m not shocked by it. I’m not shocked in the least. He’s been a disgusting man his entire young adult life,’ Johnston said.

Dillon, real name Ashley Johnston, said she was 'not shocked' by Duggar's two counts of child pornography possession

Dillon, real name Ashley Johnston, said she was ‘not shocked’ by Duggar’s two counts of child pornography possession

‘I know who he his, millions of people have read who he is, but he’s never faced any kind of repercussion, any kind of justice.’

In her lawsuit, Johnston claimed she met Duggar in March 2015 at a Philadelphia strip club where he allegedly paid $600 for lap dances from her.

Josh’s wife Anna was six-months pregnant at the time and home with their three children.

She said after repeatedly refusing to let him come back to her nearby hotel room, she eventually agreed – and as soon as they were inside, Duggar allegedly turned on her.

‘There was no intimacy, it was ”get naked now, get down on your knees”,’ Johnston told DailyMailTV.

‘There was no warning, the back of my head was grabbed, his d**k was shoved into my throat and it was hard, hard, hard, with no remorse, no nothing. Almost as if the look in his eyes went black. It was terrifying.

‘I was thrown up on the bed, put in multiple different positions, his hands around my throat. At one point I tried pushing off and his entire body was on top of me with his penis in my mouth and I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t even gasp for help.’

Johnston said she feared she might choke to death during the alleged rape.

‘It was just so intense. It was one of the worst encounters in my life I’ve had sexually,’ she said.

In her lawsuit, Johnston claimed she met Duggar in March 2015 at a Philadelphia strip club where he allegedly paid $600 for lap dances from her

The former porn actress said her second marriage broke down because of the alleged rape, and that it has left her emotionally scarred

She said she had performed in many hardcore porn scenes during her career where she acted out rough sex, but had never invited a man to be violent in the bedroom in her private life

The former porn actress said her second marriage broke down because of the alleged rape, and that it has left her emotionally scarred. She said she had performed in many hardcore porn scenes during her career where she acted out rough sex, but had never invited a man to be violent in the bedroom in her private life

Josh’s wife Anna was six-months pregnant at this time and home with their three children.

The young mother said she had performed in many hardcore porn scenes during her career where she acted out rough sex, but had never invited a man to be violent in the bedroom in her private life.

But she said when she sued Duggar in November 2015, it quickly became apparent that it was a losing battle – after he produced Uber receipts purportedly showing he booked a cab in another city the night of the alleged encounter.

‘One of my friends was my attorney, I knew this guy personally. I didn’t have the income to take on [19 Kids and Counting’s channel] TLC or the Duggar family,’ she said.

‘There were Uber receipts, they were trying to use that as evidence he could have been nowhere near me. But everyone knows I could get an Uber for Tom, Harry, Paul, Frank, to take an Uber in New York 10 blocks down the street.

‘I am just one individual person that cannot take on an entire team, and that sucks in the justice system so bad.’

Johnston said she believed the reality star, the eldest son of Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar, had gotten away with a crime – and was horrified when she learned that he molested five minors as a teenager, including four of his sisters.

Jim Bob eventually reported his own son to the police in 2006 over the sexual assaults, after one of his young daughters first disclosed it to him four years earlier.

But the teenager was not prosecuted, and instead spent time at a Christian rehab. He later publicly admitted to the molestation.

Danica said she is disgusted at Duggar's wife for sticking by him and bearing seven of his children, despite his admission he sexually assaulted his sisters

Danica said she is disgusted at Duggar’s wife for sticking by him and bearing seven of his children, despite his admission he sexually assaulted his sisters 

Johnston said she believed the reality star, the eldest son of Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar, had gotten away with a crime – and was horrified when she learned that he molested five minors as a teenager, including four of his sisters, (l-r) Joy-Anna, Jinger, Jessa, and Jill

Johnston said she believed the reality star, the eldest son of Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar, had gotten away with a crime – and was horrified when she learned that he molested five minors as a teenager, including four of his sisters, (l-r) Joy-Anna, Jinger, Jessa, and Jill  

In her interview, Johnston revealed that she had herself been molested as a child, and said her abuser had never faced justice.

‘Child molestation sits very deep in my soul. I think it is the worst crime you can commit to anybody,’ she said. ‘I was molested when I was a child, and nothing happened to the person that hurt me.’

The former porn star said that despite Duggar’s own admission about molesting his sisters, she still became a target for hate by his 19 Kids and Counting fans after she went public with her rape allegation against him.

‘There’s nothing you can do in that situation, at least then. Then, the Me Too movement was not around. It was: I was a porn star, I was an escort, I deserved it. And there were so many stories after I had come out, bashing me and hurting me,’ she said.

‘I had so many people emailing me, threatening me, telling me I deserved to die because I outed someone ‘of good standing’. It’s unspeakable how people like the Duggars can just get away with whatever they want because they have the money or they know the right people.’

Some members of Duggar’s family have distanced themselves from him since the charges were filed, though his parents and wife are standing by him.

His sister Jinger released a statement on Instagram last week saying she was ‘disturbed’ by the charges.

‘While this case must go through the legal system, we want to make it clear that we absolutely condemn any form of child abuse and fully support the authorities and judicial process in their pursuit of justice,’ she and her husband wrote.

Another sister, Jill, told the Sun: ‘We’re very sad about the whole thing, it’s horrible. It’s all very sad. Josh’s wife Anna is pregnant with their seventh child, I cannot imagine how she is feeling.’

Jill’s husband Derick told the news outlet that ‘obviously if there is anything there related to child pornography, we hope that justice is done’.

The 33-year-old former 19 Kids and Counting star pleaded not guilty to the federal charges on Friday during a virtual court hearing during which he was ordered to live with a third party with no children if he is granted bond.

Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar said they still loved Josh and were praying for him after his arrest.  Jim Bob reported his own son to the police in 2006 over the sexual assaults, after one of his young daughters first disclosed it to him four years earlier

Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar said they still loved Josh and were praying for him after his arrest.  Jim Bob reported his own son to the police in 2006 over the sexual assaults, after one of his young daughters first disclosed it to him four years earlier

'We’re very sad about the whole thing, it’s horrible. It’s all very sad,' Jill Duggar (with her husband) said of her brother Josh

‘We’re very sad about the whole thing, it’s horrible. It’s all very sad,’ Jill Duggar (with her husband) said of her brother Josh 

Jinger Duggar, center, husband Jeremy Vuolo, left, who went shopping in Hollywood last weekend, released a joint statement to say they were 'disturbed' to hear about the charges

Jinger Duggar, center, husband Jeremy Vuolo, left, who went shopping in Hollywood last weekend, released a joint statement to say they were ‘disturbed’ to hear about the charges

Johnston told DailyMailTV it sickened her to see Duggar’s wife, who is pregnant with their seventh child, at his side.

‘It’s disgusting that you know that he’s a predator, you know he was inappropriate with children before, and yet you continue to give him more children. You continue to put your children’s lives at risk. I don’t understand it, I will never understand it,’ she said.

‘There’s something so sick and twisted for a man to be accused of child pornography and to be sat there smiling and his wife saying ‘It’s ok, we’re going to be ok.’

‘Because it’s not ok. It’s not ok for you, it’s not ok for those kids. The child pornography that he [is accused of] watching, all of those hundreds of kids that are being abused in ways we’ll never know.’

The former porn actress said her second marriage broke down because of the alleged rape, and that it has left her emotionally scarred.

‘My life has been tremendously affected by the entire situation,’ she said. ‘I couldn’t even fully go back to shooting movies after that point. Any time I was touched, any time a man raised his voice in a threatening manner, my heart would sink.

‘Any time my husband and I attempted to get a little bit frisky in bed, at times I would break down and cry.’

She added that she is now happily married to her third husband, Carson Johnston, and after saving up for college classes with her job at Walmart, she is hoping to pursue education and a new career.

‘I have recently started going back to school and I’m just trying to live a very simple life in the best aspects that I can,’ she said.

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