Kim Kardashian thinks if she didn’t take the reality show path to stardom, she would probably be working at Macy’s department store.
The star, 42, said that she sometimes wonders what life would be if she ‘didn’t take that road or journey,’ in a conversation she had with Scott Disick on The Kardashians.
‘Something that is hard for my mom [Kris Jenner] is, she’s really been sad, like “what did I do?”‘ she said to Scott.
‘”Did I create them to get to this level where..”‘ Kim recalled Kris said.
The conversation between Kim and Scott came as Kim was getting her makeup done by daughter North, nine.
North, nine, also added prosthetics to Kim’s face.
The latest: Kim Kardashian thinks if she didn’t take the reality show path to stardom, she would probably be working at Macy’s department store
Makeup and prosthetics fun: The star, 42, said that she sometimes wonders what life would be if she ‘didn’ take that road or journey,’ in a conversation she had with Scott Disick on The Kardashians
Kim sat in a chair as North had fun putting on foundation and bright colors of eye makeup on her mom, as Scott stood nearby.
Scott said to Kim: ‘Nobody has easy happy [lives]… everybody has something great but then there’s something better.
The conversation started when Kim said she can ‘handle it all’ and is never feeling ‘down or depressed.’
‘When my dad died, I remember being like I’m gonna speak at the funeral. My dad left us cause now we have to finally grow up and figure it out,’ she said.
Scott marveled at all of the prosthetic makeup North has, as Kim says they go to ‘legit makeup stores’ for everything.
Kim admitted that there is still ‘so much to do before Milan’ but adds that she always tries to find, ‘little things that each one of my kids and I can do alone.’
That ‘little thing’ with North appeared to be letting her put prosthetic makeup on her, with North joking, ‘look how old you look already, we’re not even done,’ as they only have her nose done.
Kim added in confession that North loves makeup, special effects makeup and she, ‘loves to do these pranks.’
During the episode, Kim talked about how she is shy in the bedroom.
Kim admitted with a laugh, ‘I pretty much have the lights off now’ when chatting with Scott.
Legit: Scott marveled at all of the prosthetic makeup North has, as Kim says they go to ‘legit makeup stores’ for everything
The details: Kim showed the prosthetics items North had for their creative session
Kim was then asked by a producer in confession, ‘You’re a lights-off kind of girl. Is that true?’
‘Kind of, yeah. It’s so weird. But then I can like walk out of a photoshoot with a hundred people working on set. I can walk out in like a thong, but if it’s like you’re there with me, I’m like, wait don’t look at me! Turn the lights off!’
The episode begins with Kim having dinner with Scott, taking a break from her work on the Dolce & Gabbana campaign, where she serves as creative director.
‘I’ve been so busy with the Dolce & Gabbana campaign. There’s so much to do before Milan, but I need some fun, and to just get out of the house,’ Kim says in confession.
‘I love hanging out with Scott. We’re both single right now so I feel like there’s a lot to talk about and a lot to navigate,’ Kim adds in confession, while, at dinner, Kim asks Scott how his back is, after his car accident.
Scott says he hasn’t seen her out, ‘on dates or anything,’ since her split with Pete Davidson, with Kim adding, ‘It’s hard because, what do those first dates look like?’
Scott adds that he, ‘can’t imagine’ what a first date with her would be like, as she says it would have to be ‘behind doors’ and they ‘couldn’t go out.’
‘It’s kind of awkward,’ she adds, as Scott compares it to the 1990 movie Pretty Woman, joking she must be like, ‘a dirty little secret, but you’re not, you’re just a dirty little girl,’ as Kim laughs.
Figure it out: Scott asks if she’s ever been really down, ever, but she says she hasn’t, adding, ‘what’s so crazy is when my dad died, I remember like automatically going, ‘OK, I’m going to speak at the funeral.’ This is happening. Like, my dad like left us and now we have to finally grow up and like we have to figure it out’
Go back: Scott says they should do an episode where they ‘all go back to where we would be, probably have a bunch of Dash stores’
North: North tells Kim to be quiet… when she lets out a fart, as Kim can’t help but laugh, adding in confession, ‘Mom life in a nutshell. I’m in a deep conversation… and then, you know, North is a kid’
Shy: ‘Kind of, yeah. It’s so weird. But then I can like walk out of a photoshoot with a hundred people working on set. I can walk out in like a thong, but if it’s like you’re there with me, I’m like, wait don’t look at me! Turn the lights off!’
Racy image: Kim is known for sharing revealing shots on Instagram (pictured here in 2016), but insists she’s body conscious in the bedroom
She adds if she is seen with someone, ‘then, if you are seen with someone then, if it’s starting to not work out, you almost have to try to make it work a little longer because you’re so embarrassed that it was so quick.’
Scott adds the headlines would read, ‘Kim K fails another relationship,’ as Kim adds in confession that she learns something from every relationship.
‘The one thing I learned from my last situation was the media made me feel like I was in a real serious relationship like so quickly. I just want to sneak around a little bit, like there’s nothing wrong with wanting to sneak,’ she added in confession.
She tells Scott at dinner that she doesn’t want to date just one person, but she’s never done that before.