Jackie Goldschneider struggled with her eating disorder on Tuesday night’s The Real Housewives of New Jersey on Bravo but was able to allow herself to have ice cream for the first time in almost 20 years.
Jackie, 45, took her kids for ice cream, after previously telling her eating disorder therapist that she would set a goal for the week for her to get ice cream with her kids and also revealed that she hadn’t allowed herself to have ice cream for almost 20 years.
At the ice cream store with her children, Jackie ordered a small cup of cake batter flavored ice cream. She took a bite and one of the kids said that they didn’t think that she liked it.
I scream: Jackie Goldschneider struggled with her eating disorder on Tuesday night’s The Real Housewives of New Jersey on Bravo but was able to allow herself to have ice cream for the first time in almost 20 years
Years: Jackie, 45, took her kids for ice cream, after previously telling her eating disorder therapist that she would set a goal for the week for her to get ice cream with her kids and also revealed that she hadn’t allowed herself to have ice cream for almost 20 years
‘It’s so good,’ Jackie told her kids. ‘I love it.’
‘This first bite of ice cream was really the first bite of anything I’ve had in the last 18 years that deviated from the rules of how I’m allowed to eat,’ Jackie said in a confessional.
‘I kind of feel like I’m walking off a cliff. There’s a lot of competing voices in my head. Telling me ‘stop now. Stop after three bites.’ And I just kept going.’
She offered her kids a taste of her ice cream and they gave her a taste of theirs.
So good: ‘It’s so good,’ Jackie told her kids. ‘I love it’
Deviated: ‘This first bite of ice cream was really the first bite of anything I’ve had in the last 18 years that deviated from the rules of how I’m allowed to eat,’ Jackie said in a confessional
Taste: She offered her kids a taste of her ice cream and they gave her a taste of theirs
‘I’ve never been able to participate in getting ice cream with my kids,’ Jackie said in a confessional. ‘I’ve never actually been a part of the adventure. I know it’s such a small thing for so many people but for me this was a real turning point. I ate more ice cream than I have in my entire adult life and enjoyed my time with my kids. I’m proud of myself.’
The episode titled ‘The Horny Hungarians’ opened with Margaret Josephs, 54, talking to her mother Marge Sr. about the details for her 75th Hungarian themed birthday party because her mother was born in Hungary.
Margaret said in a confessional that in 1956 when her mother was only 10-years-old there was an uprising in Hungary called the Hungarian Revolution.
Never: ‘I’ve never been able to participate in getting ice cream with my kids,’ Jackie said in a confessional. ‘I’ve never actually been a part of the adventure. I know it’s such a small thing for so many people but for me this was a real turning point. I ate more ice cream than I have in my entire adult life and enjoyed my time with my kids. I’m proud of myself’
Marge and mom: The episode titled ‘The Horny Hungarians’ opened with Margaret Josephs, 54, talking to her mother Marge Sr. about the details for her 75th Hungarian themed birthday party because her mother was born in Hungary
Confessional: Margaret said in a confessional that in 1956 when her mother was only 10-years-old there was an uprising in Hungary called the Hungarian Revolution
‘My mother would be harassed,’ Margaret said. ‘It would be very scary.’
Margaret said when Austria opened up their borders that her mother, her grandmother and grandfather fled in the middle of the night with only the clothes on their back.
‘A few weeks later, they got on an airplane, the first airplane out of Austria, bringing in political refugees to the United States,’ Margaret said. ‘Because they landed on Christmas, President Eisenhower brought my mother a doll.’
Scary: ‘My mother would be harassed,’ Margaret said. ‘It would be very scary’
Borders: Margaret said when Austria opened up their borders that her mother, her grandmother and grandfather fled in the middle of the night with only the clothes on their back
Marge Sr. told Margaret that when she came over that she didn’t speak the language. She said her mother used to clean houses and her father worked two jobs.
‘I can’t imagine leaving everything I’ve ever known behind,’ Margaret said. ‘But to sacrifice to give my family a better life, is pretty incredible.’
Marge Sr. asked who was coming. Margaret said all her friends and their mothers. She said she also hoped that Bill and Jennifer Ayden would come as well.
Language: Marge Sr. told Margaret that when she came over that she didn’t speak the language. She said her mother used to clean houses and her father worked two jobs
Can’t imagine: ‘I can’t imagine leaving everything I’ve ever known behind,’ Margaret said. ‘But to sacrifice to give my family a better life, is pretty incredible’
‘I’ll tell you who’s not coming, Teresa,’ Margaret. ‘It’s just we don’t need any drama. No, I’m not interested.’
Teresa Giudice, 49, meanwhile, was packing up her house for the move. Dolores Catania, 51, stopped by to pick up items Teresa was donating to the Hilltop Haven Shelter.
Dolores told Teresa that she had seen her ex-David a few times when she went to hospital to check up on her mother. Teresa told her that she needed to get away.
‘Do you know I haven’t been on a vacation since, long before COVID,’ Dolores said. ‘But I don’t have anybody to go with.’
Not coming: ‘I’ll tell you who’s not coming, Teresa,’ Margaret. ‘It’s just we don’t need any drama. No, I’m not interested’
Moving: Teresa Giudice, 49, meanwhile, was packing up her house for the move. Dolores Catania, 5, stopped by to pick up items Teresa was donating to the Hilltop Haven Shelter
Dolores: Dolores told Teresa that she had seen her ex-David a few times when she went to hospital to check up on her mother. Teresa told her that she needed to get away
Vacation: ‘Do you know I haven’t been on a vacation since, long before COVID,’ Dolores said. ‘But I don’t have anybody to go with’
‘I would love to go away with you, but I don’t know about the other girls,’ Teresa said.
Teresa said she didn’t like the way Margaret said she wouldn’t wear her work out line at the charity baseball event. Teresa said she heard that Margaret was having a party for her mother and asked Dolores if she got the invite.
‘Yeah,’ said Dolores. ‘Okay so I’m not invited,’ Teresa said. ‘I think Margaret’s Mom is great…But I don’t want to be around someone that is negative towards Louis and myself. To me she’s toxic.’
Other girls: ‘I would love to go away with you, but I don’t know about the other girls,’ Teresa said
Didn’t like: Teresa said she didn’t like the way Margaret said she wouldn’t wear her work out line at the charity baseball event. Teresa said she heard that Margaret was having a party for her mother and asked Dolores if she got the invite
At Melissa Gorga’s house, Traci Johnson, 46, and Tiki Barber ,46, came over to visit.
Joe Gorga, 42, and Tiki talked about being competitive at the baseball game. Traci said she was upset that Teresa was mad at her for something her husband said. Traci brought over their five-year-old daughter Tegan. Traci said the school they were planning to take her to said ‘they just don’t if she’s socially ready yet.’
‘Tiki thinks it’s insane that I have a tutor for kindergarten,’ Traci said. ‘But I am the constant worrier. I want to set her up for success.’
Visit: At Melissa Gorga’s house, Traci Johnson, 46, and Tiki Barber ,46, came over to visit
Competitive: Joe Gorga, 42, and Tiki talked about being competitive at the baseball game. Traci said she was upset that Teresa was mad at her for something her husband said
Worrier: ‘Tiki thinks it’s insane that I have a tutor for kindergarten,’ Traci said. ‘But I am the constant worrier. I want to set her up for success’
Melissa, 42, shared that she was also worried about her daughter Antonia, 15, who she said ‘seems kind of mopey.’ She said she understood in a way because she went through a sad time when she moved as a teen and her father died.
‘I rebelled,’ Melissa said in a confessional. ‘I was jumping out of windows. I was hanging out with the wrong crowd.I would stay out late. I wouldn’t listen to curfew. I went wild.’
Melissa said she was worried about Antonia.
Mopey: Melissa, 42, shared that she was also worried about her daughter Antonia, 15, who she said ‘seems kind of mopey.’ She said she understood in a way because she went through a sad time when she moved as a teen and her father died
Confessional: ‘I rebelled,’ Melissa said in a confessional. ‘I was jumping out of windows. I was hanging out with the wrong crowd.I would stay out late. I wouldn’t listen to curfew. I went wild’
‘It’s like that time in life where she could slip up and make some mistakes that will haunt her,’ Melissa said in a confessional.
Traci told her that she and Joe were providing Antonia with a very stable and secure life which was much different from when she grew up.
‘She is going through normal teenage issues,’ Traci said.
Stable: Traci told her that she and Joe were providing Antonia with a very stable and secure life which was much different from when she grew up
‘You’re probably right,’ Melissa said.
Melissa told her daughter Antonia to a gym to work out with a trainer. Melissa told the trainer to train her hard. Melissa sat by and watched her daughter work out.
‘I love to hear that you want to tumble again,’ said Melissa. ‘I’m proud of you.’
Train: Melissa told her daughter Antonia to a gym to work out with a trainer. Melissa told the trainer to train her hard. Melissa sat by and watched her daughter work out
Love: ‘I love to hear that you want to tumble again,’ said Melissa. ‘I’m proud of you’
‘You are making it sound like I’m depressed,’ Antonia said.
‘No, you’re not,’ Melissa said. ‘Because I got nervous for a minute because it happened to me when I was your age.’
Melissa told her that she wasn’t accepted at her new school the way Antonia has been. She told Antonia that she just didn’t want her to go through that.
Depressed: ‘You are making it sound like I’m depressed,’ Antonia said
Happened to me: ‘No, you’re not,’ Melissa said. ‘Because I got nervous for a minute because it happened to me when I was your age’
Accepted: Melissa told her that she wasn’t accepted at her new school the way Antonia has been. She told Antonia that she just didn’t want her to go through that
‘It was stressful, though,’ Antonia said. ‘Who moves someone in the middle of high school?’
‘I do take ownership that I didn’t put your feelings into say,’ Melissa said.
‘Not at all,’ Antonia said.
Antonia said she respected what Melissa was saying though about trying to make sure her childhood was better than her own.
Respect: Antonia said she respected what Melissa was saying though about trying to make sure her childhood was better than her own
‘Do you want to hug it out?’ Melissa said.
‘No,’ Antonia said.
Jackie went to see her therapist Ilene. Jackie said that she felt so good after their last therapy session that she told her husband about it. She said her husband said he wanted to help but she wasn’t ready to include him yet because she didn’t want him to think that she was crazy.
Therapist: Jackie went to see her therapist Ilene. Jackie said that she felt so good after their last therapy session that she told her husband about it
‘He said ‘I notice everything,’ Jackie said of what Evan told her. ‘He wants to help. I just always shut him down.’
Ilene said she wanted to help Jackie communicate with her husband better. Ilene then asked her about the ‘ice cream challenge.’
Jackie told her about how she took her kids to get ice cream.
‘I didn’t have a problem eating the ice cream,’ Jackie said. ‘Admittedly, I probably ate a little less than half of it. It was fun. They gave me a taste of theirs. They tasted mine.’
Shut down: ‘He said ‘I notice everything,’ Jackie said of what Evan told her. ‘He wants to help. I just always shut him down’
Communicate: Ilene said she wanted to help Jackie communicate with her husband better. Ilene then asked her about the ‘ice cream challenge’
Ice cream: ‘I didn’t have a problem eating the ice cream,’ Jackie said. ‘Admittedly, I probably ate a little less than half of it. It was fun. They gave me a taste of theirs. They tasted mine’
Jackie said it was normal but later she felt guilty.
‘I did think about it all day and I felt guilty eating it,’ Jackie said. ‘And I thought that a regular person would maybe skip eating something else because they had ice cream. And it took a lot out of me to not compensate for it.’
‘A normal person doesn’t skip something else because they had ice cream, actually, ‘Ilene said.
‘Really? Jackie said.
‘Really,’ Ilene said.
Guilty: ‘I did think about it all day and I felt guilty eating it,’ Jackie said. ‘And I thought that a regular person would maybe skip eating something else because they had ice cream. And it took a lot out of me to not compensate for it’
Normal: ‘A normal person doesn’t skip something else because they had ice cream, actually, ‘Ilene said
‘I’m still wondering if maybe it should be counted as part of my week, but I’m not,’ Jackie said.
Ilene told her was choosing not to because she was trying to get healthier.
‘I really am trying to beat this,’ Jackie said. ‘I know I could do it forever until I die and my heart gives out and or end up in a hospital. I know I could. Something would happen to me. You know some people when they get stressed, they eat a lot. And when I get stressed, I stop eating.’
Jackie told her that last year she lost two or three pounds which she said was a lot for her.
Wondering: ‘I’m still wondering if maybe it should be counted as part of my week, but I’m not,’ Jackie said
Healthier: Ilene told her was choosing not to because she was trying to get healthier
‘That came from a situation where I was fighting heavily with somebody in my group of friends, and my husband was involved in it,’ Jackie said. ‘There was a lot of stress. I just want to make sure I can be okay with food so that I don’t need to keep the peace with people who I’m not at peace with.’
Ilene said they would work together to deal with her emotions so that it won’t get played out with the food. Ilene asked her to think of how she could have a little flexibility with her diet.
‘I’m not going to magically stop counting calories but I think doing something like we did with the ice cream, where I add some things in and just don’t count them,’ Jackie said.
Ilene asked her if she wanted to take the kids for pizza and Jackie said maybe reluctantly.
Situation: ‘That came from a situation where I was fighting heavily with somebody in my group of friends, and my husband was involved in it,’ Jackie said. ‘There was a lot of stress. I just want to make sure I can be okay with food so that I don’t need to keep the peace with people who I’m not at peace with’
Kids: Ilene asked her if she wanted to take the kids for pizza and Jackie said maybe reluctantly
‘I don’t want to do too much,’ Jackie said.’ I don’t want to do too little. I think if I’m getting one normal sized serving something extra each day. So if that’s a croissant at breakfast.’
Ilene said nice and that these were extras and because her body needed it she was going to indulge a little.
‘I want to sit at a breakfast table and not just eat strawberries,’ Jackie said.
Extras: Ilene said nice and that these were extras and because her body needed it she was going to indulge a little
Too much: ‘I don’t want to do too much,’ Jackie said.’ I don’t want to do too little. I think if I’m getting one normal sized serving something extra each day. So if that’s a croissant at breakfast’
Ilene agreed that Jackie would try one extra thing a day to eat without compensating.
Back at her house, Jackie told her husband Evan that her therapist wanted her to add one new thing to her diet but that it scared her.
‘I feel like I’m going to start gaining all this weight,’ Jackie said.
Scared: Back at her house, Jackie told her husband Evan that her therapist wanted her to add one new thing to her diet but that it scared her
‘First of all you could gain a lot of weight, it wouldn’t change how I feel about you at all,’ Evan said. ‘You are perfect at every weight but you’re healthier at certain weights. You want to be around long term, that’s what’s most important.’
‘I’m just hoping I can enjoy it a little bit instead of always being scared,’ Jackie said. ‘I’m going to try.’
Jackie asked her husband Evan,46, if he was good with Jennifer’s husband Bill. Evan told her that he texted Bill and said that he was sorry for what he said.
No change: ‘First of all you could gain a lot of weight, it wouldn’t change how I feel about you at all,’ Evan said. ‘You are perfect at every weight but you’re healthier at certain weights. You want to be around long term, that’s what’s most important’
Enjoy: ‘First of all you could gain a lot of weight, it wouldn’t change how I feel about you at all,’ Evan said. ‘You are perfect at every weight but you’re healthier at certain weights. You want to be around long term, that’s what’s most important’
‘That’s nice,’ Jackie said.
Jennifer Aydin, 44, was getting ready at her house and told her husband Bill that she was happy he was coming to support her at the party.
Jennifer said in a confessional that there was a moment where she was worried that Bill didn’t care enough to try.
Jennifer and Bill: Jennifer Aydin, 44, was getting ready at her house and told her husband Bill that she was happy he was coming to support her at the party
‘But now he’s putting in the extra effort to be nice to my friends and he’s doing that for me,’ Jennifer said. ‘That gives me hope.’
Melissa asked her husband Joe how he was going to be with Bill at the party. She told him that she was good with Jennifer herself.
‘He still hasn’t apologized,’ Joe said. ‘He stood there and let his wife treat his friends like sh**.You don’t do that. Bill needs to face it, just like a man would. And I’m not going to be afraid to tell him.’
Extra effort: ‘But now he’s putting in the extra effort to be nice to my friends and he’s doing that’for me,’ Jennifer said. ‘That gives me hope.
Try: Jennifer said in a confessional that there was a moment where she was worried that Bill didn’t care enough to try
Melissa: Melissa asked her husband Joe how he was going to be with Bill at the party. She told him that she was good with Jennifer herself
Apology: ‘He still hasn’t apologized,’ Joe said. ‘He stood there and let his wife treat his friends like sh**.You don’t do that. Bill needs to face it, just like a man would. And I’m not going to be afraid to tell him’
Margaret and Marge Sr. arrived at the venue in curlers for the big birthday party.
At her house, Teresa said she couldn’t believe they were moving.
‘I wouldn’t be making this big step if I didn’t feel it was right,’ Teresa said in a confessional.
Party: Margaret and Marge Sr. arrived at the venue in curlers for the big birthday party
Moving: At her house, Teresa said she couldn’t believe they were moving
She talked with her daughters about her memories like Gia’s prom that they had at the house and how Milania would glide down the staircase banister.
Teresa started crying thinking of the memories.
At the birthday party, Margaret and Marge Sr. dressed in matching white colored outfits. A violinist played as they walked around the ballroom admiring the decorations.
Memories: She talked with her daughters about her memories like Gia’s prom that they had at the house and how Milania would glide down the staircase banister
Crying: Teresa started crying thinking of the memories
‘We only spoke Hungarian at home,’ Margaret said in a confessional. ‘When my grandparents passed away when I was 18, we lost a lot of our traditions. But for her 75th birthday I thought it would be so important to bring it all back, because we have such beautiful memories.’
Joe, Margaret’s husband, told Frank Cantina that if Joe Gorga started to act up, he had to shut him down.
‘I’ll back you up on that,’ Joe said.
Margaret told Jackie, Traci, Melissa and Dolores that her mother was so happy with the party.
Hungarian: ‘We only spoke Hungarian at home,’ Margaret said in a confessional. ‘When my grandparents passed away when I was 18, we lost a lot of our traditions. But for her 75th birthday I thought it would be so important to bring it all back, because we have such beautiful memories’
Shut down: Joe, Margaret’s husband, told Frank Cantina that if Joe Gorga started to act up, he had to shut him down
Joe B. told Evan, Frank and Joe G. and that Bill was coming to the party. Evan said that he texted Bill and that he texted him back. Frank asked Joe G if he was going to start with Bill again.
‘It depends,’ Joe G said.
‘You can’t start a fight here,’ Joe B said. ‘So no arguments. Don’t start here.’
No arguments: ‘You can’t start a fight here,’ Joe B said. ‘So no arguments. Don’t start here’
Jennifer and Bill arrived. Margaret thanked Bill for coming and Bill walked over and congratulated Marge Sr. on her birthday.
Joe B. said hi to Bill and told that he was always his boy.
‘I see Joe coming over. And I know Joe expects an apology,’ Frank said in a confessional. ‘I don’t think Bill owes Joe an apology. So this situation might not exactly go well.’
Arrived: Jennifer and Bill arrived. Margaret thanked Bill for coming and Bill walked over and congratulated Marge Sr. on her birthday
Joe walked up to Bill and told him looked good and that they missed him at their softball game.
‘But the issue is, you texted that f*** you, right?’ Bill said.
‘I’m going to be honest, you want me to tell you face to face,’ Joe G. said. ‘Your wife kicked us out and it’s degrading getting kicked out of your house. And I thought, well, I’m friends with this guy. I expected a phone call from you. To call me and say ‘whatever the girls are going through, don’t worry about it, let’s talk tomorrow.’
Issue: ‘But the issue is, you texted that f*** you, right?’ Bill said
Honest: ‘I’m going to be honest, you want me to tell you face to face,’ Joe G. said. ‘Your wife kicked us out and it’s degrading getting kicked out of your house’
‘I absolutely understand that,’ Bill said. ‘But a lot of stuff happened that night, and a lot of things took place leading up to it.’
‘But you hurt me,’ Joe G. said.
‘I was hurt as well, man,’ Bill said.
Joe said to Bill that then he left them again at boy’s night. Evan said that Bill was upset that night and felt picked upon. Evan told Bill that they are good.
Hurt: ‘But you hurt me,’ Joe G. said
Also hurt: ‘I was hurt as well, man,’ Bill said
Sometimes we get involved in some woman issues, and this is what happens,’ Bill said.
‘Maybe it was wrong on my part,’ Joe G said. ‘Sometimes the women have stupid arguments, but we’re not like that so it’s all good?’
‘Good, man,’ Bill said. ‘I’m glad we’re getting to a better place.’
Jennifer looked over and saw that the men were laughing with each other.
Maybe: ‘Maybe it was wrong on my part,’ Joe G said. ‘Sometimes the women have stupid arguments, but we’re not like that so it’s all good?’
Better place: ‘Good, man,’ Bill said. ‘I’m glad we’re getting to a better place’
‘It looks like they are getting along,’ Jennifer said. ‘I have a feeling it’s going to be a good night tonight.’
‘It’s a great night,’ Margaret said. ‘So glad you came.’
Frank asked the men if they had heard about Dolores’s suggestion of them all taking a fun trip. They said they are up for it.
Dolores told the women she was thinking about going to Nashville. Dolores said she mentioned it to Teresa that other day, and she said she didn’t want to go anywhere without Louie. Melissa asked Margaret if she invited Teresa to this party.
Trip: Dolores told the women she was thinking about going to Nashville. Dolores said she mentioned it to Teresa that other day, and she said she didn’t want to go anywhere without Louie. Melissa asked Margaret if she invited Teresa to this party
‘No,’ Margaret said.
‘I mean after the softball game,’ Traci said.
Dolores asked what happened at the softball game.
‘She said my ass was jiggling when I went up,’ Margaret said.
‘Yeah she said ‘if Marg was wearing my leggings her ass wouldn’t be so jiggly,’ Traci said.
Jiggly: ‘Yeah she said ‘if Marg was wearing my leggings her ass wouldn’t be so jiggly,’ Traci said
‘That’s mean,’ Jackie said.
‘If Teresa’s mad, fine,’ Jackie said in a confessional. ‘But body shaming another woman is never okay.’
‘At the end of the day, she insults the way I look, she ruined Traci’s event,’ Margaret said. ‘Making excuses for her does not help her. She puts men on a pedestal, even men that treat her like sh**.’
‘Listen guys, I’m making an explanation,’ Dolores said. ‘She can handle her own, trust me.’
Handle: ‘Listen guys, I’m making an explanation,’ Dolores said. ‘She can handle her own, trust me’
Everyone went into the main dining room to get food.
‘What’s goulash?’ Asked Jennifer. ‘It sounds like something people would eat jail.’
Jackie was overwhelmed with the buffet.
Overwhelmed: Jackie was overwhelmed with the buffet
‘I’m still going to put a lot of food on my plate, so people see that I’m eating and of course I’m not going to eat all of the food,’ Jackie said.
‘This is good goulash,’ Jennifer said when they sat down.
‘I’m watching Jennifer like she just doesn’t care,’ Jackie said. ‘She picks up, she eats whatever she wants. Like to me , that’s just such a crazy concept that people can just do that and I can’t wait until I can just do that.’
Eat: ‘I’m still going to put a lot of food on my plate, so people see that I’m eating and of course I’m not going to eat all of the food,’ Jackie said
Joe B. Then escorted Marge Sr. in and the two of them danced while everyone clapped. Margaret then addressed the crown.
‘This is a full circle moment for me, because my mother, a Hungarian immigrant, who rode a bicycle over a border into Austria to escape communism, came to this country at the age of ten with only the clothes on her back,’ Margaret said. ‘And you were a single mother, the best role model, and I just love you so much. You better live to at least 150 because I could never do it without you.’
Margaret said even though she gives her mother a hard time that she was always there for her.
Full circle: ‘This is a full circle moment for me, because my mother, a Hungarian immigrant, who rode a bicycle over a border into Austria to escape communism, came to this country at the age of ten with only the clothes on her back,’ Margaret said
Always there: Margaret said even though she gives her mother a hard time that she was always there for her
‘She saw that she could triumph over the darkest things in life, and so she never squashed one dream or made me feel less than or made me feel like I couldn’t do anything I wanted to do,’ Margaret said in a confessional. ‘And that made a world of difference.’
Jennifer said it was good to see Margaret be so loving to her mother.
‘It’s become very clear that we both love very hard and obviously would do anything for our families,’ Jennifer said. ‘So I guess I have more in common with her than I thought.’
‘This has been the best night of my life that is after my daughter was born,’ Marge Sr. said to the crowd.
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Loving: Jennifer said it was good to see Margaret be so loving to her mother
Best night: ‘This has been the best night of my life that is after my daughter was born,’ Marge Sr. said to the crowd
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