Kim Kardashian was mortified when some unflattering photos of her beach body emerged.
The reality star was on a girls holiday in Mexico when the images of her famous derriere hit the headlines.
‘I don’t get it, I literally don’t look like this,’ the 36-year-old star said on Sunday’s episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
‘I literally don’t look like this’: The reality star was on a girls holiday in Mexico when the images of her famous derriere hit the headlines
‘Like, I’m so insecure, I just can’t take it,’ she revealed.
The beach holiday was for her sister Kourtney’s 38th birthday celebration.
‘If they’re not perfect, people body shame you and criticize you…for people to think that that’s OK is so frustrating,’ she said.
‘I’m going to literately go inside and start untagging myself in everything,’ the brunette beauty decided.
Emotional: Kim was nervous from the start of the ‘MILFS gone wild’ trip; she called her close friend and the owner of the house Joe Francis
When Kourtney tried to raise her spirits with an offer of jet skiing she said: ‘I can’t have fun after seeing those pics, there’s other pics where I look so good and it’s just from a different angle,’ she complained.
Kim was nervous from the start of the ‘MILFS gone wild’ trip.
In floods of tears, she called her friend Joe Francis after arriving to the Mexico retreat.
In disbelief: ‘I don’t get it, I literally don’t look like this,’ the 36-year-old star said on Sunday’s episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians
Shaken: ‘I just have anxiety, are you sure it’s safe here?’ she sobbed
‘I just have anxiety, are you sure it’s safe here?’ she sobbed.
‘Ever since Paris I just go through this worst case scenario thing in my head,’ she admitted.
‘I think for my own piece of mind I’m going to fly out like four more security – just to like stay outside my room when I’m sleeping, I know it sounds crazy but I just can’t sleep at night,’ she cried.
Meanwhile, Kourtney let loose during her wild birthday holiday.
Heartfelt: ‘Ever since Paris I just go through this worst case scenario thing in my head,’ she admitted
Jet ski queen: The beach holiday was for her sister Kourtney’s 38th birthday celebration
Good times: Meanwhile, Kourtney let loose during her wild birthday holiday
Chill out: Kourtney enjoyed some lounging time on holiday; Kim in the background
‘Last night I threw up four times in my bed and slept in it,’ she told her mother Kris Jenner during a Facetime session.
‘I have to go to rehab if I do something like that,’ Kourtney’s ex Scott Disick mumbled as he listened in on the call.
After having ‘the worst time’ Kim left Mexico one day early.
Party mode: ‘Last night I threw up four times in my bed and slept in it,’ she told her mother Kris Jenner during a Facetime session
Shot time: Kourtney had a shot glass necklace for the trip
Kim told the group the party should be known as ‘mils gone wild’
‘I have such anxiety just going places,’ she confided to her friends on the way home.
‘I just don’t want to be in the mix like I used to…Kanye’s like “let’s go out to dinner” and I’m like “I can’t, I can’t enjoy myself,” I think I have to get out of my shell but I don’t want to, I like living this more chill life,’ she explained.
‘I’ve become socially awkward for sure…I am so afraid of everything, anxiety, pressure,’ she added.
On Kim’s return her friend Jonathan Cheban addressed ‘the elephant in the room’ – the unflattering photos.
Sweet moment: Kourtney had a huge cake for her birthday bash getaway
Real talk: On Kim’s return her friend Jonathan Cheban addressed ‘the elephant in the room’ – the unflattering photos
‘I know your body doesn’t look like that,’ he said.
‘I always have cellulite on one thigh, and I try and cover it,’ she admitted.
‘But that was like rocky mountain high,’ he laughed.
‘I was so upset, that’s just not what I look like,’ she reiterated.
Adding: ‘It can really hurt your soul if you hear enough bad things about you.’
Honesty: ‘But that was like rocky mountain high,’ he laughed
Meanwhile Khloé was shocked that Kourtney would consider taking a holiday wth Scott and their kids after Mexico.
‘Can you believe that after we catch Scott with a girl in Costa Rica…now they are now going on another vacation together, as a family?’ She asked Kim.
‘You’re playing with fire,’ warned the 33-year-old, who is reportedly pregnant with Tristan Thompson’s baby.
Wisdom: ‘Can you believe that after we catch Scott with a girl in Costa Rica…now they are now going on another vacation together, as a family?’ She asked Kim (pictured)
Not buying it: ‘You’re playing with fire,’ warned the 33-year-old, who is reportedly pregnant with Tristan Thompson’s baby
‘You do have to be more firm, unless you just like giving mixed signals,’ agreed Kim.
Kris suggested that Kourtney’s kids camp in her backyard while the women were in Mexico.
‘Since Scott’s on daddy duty, camping is something really fun to do together,’ she decided.
Devoted to his kids: ‘Since Scott’s on daddy duty, camping is something really fun to do together,’ she decided
Kris, 61, demanded ‘fur throws’ with cashmere blankets and enlisted a team of men to erect the tents, while she drank vodka on the rocks.
‘We have a chef coming to make us dinner,’ she told Scott, while she considered where to place the ‘foot spa.’
Before Mexico, Kourtney took an ear-bashing on the phone from Scott, after she told him she’d been to dinner with another man.
During the episode, Kris enjoyed lunch with Penelope (l), North West (r) and Mason Disick
Fun times: Kris suggested that Kourtney’s kids camp in her backyard while the women were in Mexico
Uh oh: Kourtney took an ear-bashing on the phone from Scott, after she told him she’d been to dinner with another man
‘Is he drunk right now? That is belligerent Scott,’ cringed Khloé.
‘He needs to get a f*****g life and leave me alone,’ Kourtney complained to her mother later, after Scott had grown jealous about her shenanigans in Mexico.
‘All he does is try and make everyone else feel bad for him,’ she added.
Awkward: ‘Is he drunk right now? That is belligerent Scott,’ cringed Khloé
Not her problem anymore: ‘He needs to get a f*****g life and leave me alone,’ Kourtney complained to her mother later, after Scott had grown jealous about her shenanigans in Mexico
‘I have to handle it when he’s out, photographed with a different hooker every day,’ she continued, noting that her friend had mentioned ‘five different girls that he’s hooking up with.’
‘He’s doing what he wants and he’s not worried about how it might make me feel, I’m sick of being the stable one,’ she huffed.
KUWTK continues next Sunday on E!.
‘I have to handle it when he’s out, photographed with a different hooker every day,’ she continued, noting that her friend had mentioned ‘five different girls that he’s hooking up with’
Pretty sisters: ‘He’s doing what he wants and he’s not worried about how it might make me feel, I’m sick of being the stable one,’ she huffed