Spencer Matthews has revealed he wanted to find late brother’s body for his mum Jane, after retracing Michael’s steps on Mount Everest for a new Disney+ documentary.
The former Made In Chelsea star, 34, filmed Finding Michael with the help of survivalist Bear Grylls and record-breaking mountaineer Nirmal ‘Nims’ Purja, after his sibling disappeared on Mount Everest in 1999.
Ahead of its release, he told The Sunday Times: ‘He’s frozen in time. I’m his big brother now. I was unable to stop thinking about it. I wanted to bring him home for my mum.’
Spencer added: ‘I found the idea unbearable of him being out there on the mountain, alone, with people walking past him en route to the summit.
‘I’m not the most emotional person but the nearer we got to the mountain, the more potent my feelings became. It’s the closest I’ve felt to Mike since his death.’
‘He’s frozen in time, I’m his big brother now’: Spencer Matthews has revealed he wanted to find late brother’s body for his mum Jane, after retracing Michael’s steps on Mount Everest
Michael Matthews became the youngest Briton to reach the summit of Everest at the age of 22, but disappeared on the mountain just three hours later.
The trailer for Finding Michael begins with Spencer looking at a picture of his brother wearing a red ski jacket, saying: ‘I hate the picture. All I see is a young man in the process of losing his life.’
He continues: ‘Michael was my big brother. 20 odd years later we are sent this photograph of a body, it looks like it could be Michael.
‘My heart says we should go and find him. And if we can, bring him home.
‘We need the best people possible. We have one of the greatest, Nims Purja. We have to look all over the mountain.’
Spencer can be seen kissing his wife Vogue Williams, holding their new-born baby, who says: ‘God I hope you find him.’
She is later seen getting emotional while on a video call to Spencer who is out on the expedition.
World ’14 peak’ record holder Nirmal leads the 10-man search crew armed with drones and the trailer shows the crew as they face unexpected and extreme challenges as well as intense time pressures when the weather closes in.
Tragic: The former Made In Chelsea star, 34, filmed Finding Michael with the help of survivalist Bear Grylls and Nirmal ‘Nims’ Purja, after his sibling disappeared on Mount Everest in 1999.
TV presenter and executive producer Bear says: ‘Stay safe. If you get hold of Mike, I hear his voice screaming that one loud.’
He later added: ‘On average, seven people every year of those attempting Everest will lose their lives.
‘No mountain is worth dying for a second time over.’
Spencer retraced the ‘exact steps’ his sibling took when he died descending the world’s highest peak in 1999.
Michael is said to have got in trouble after beginning to make his way down the south descent through the ‘death zone’ on May 13, 1999.
He was the brother of Pippa Middleton’s husband, the racing driver turned hedge fund manager James Matthews, 47.
The experienced mountaineer, who had previously conquered Aconcagua, the Pyrenees and the Swiss Alps, was the 162nd person to die on Everest.
Michael’s body has never been recovered and his family have never been able to fully understand what happened to him.
Emotional: Ahead of its release, Spencer said: ‘He’s frozen in time. I’m his big brother now. I was unable to stop thinking about it. I wanted to bring him home for my mum’
But in the new documentary with Disney+, Spencer – who was only ten at the time of his death – embarks on a journey to find his brother’s body and bring it home.
He was said to have the backing of his parents and his brother James to create the ’emotional’ project.
He told Holly Rubenstein’s The Travel Diaries podcast: ‘I was aching to find out more about his death. I was 10 at the time. I remember thinking it was really unfair.
‘I always believed that I’d see him again and never took it on the chin that he was dead. I thought it was impossible. It never crushed me in the way it affected my parents and my brother.
‘We would read that you could recover bodies from Everest. I know now that you can fly helicopters into Camp 2. For people who don’t know Everest, that’s quite a big deal.
‘From base camp there is the Khumbu Icefall leading up to Camp 1. Then Camp 2 is at the end of a long plain right at the base of what you would think is the beginning of the climb.
‘It makes it easier to bring bodies down – I mean it is not easy – it requires a lot of manpower, but getting them to Camp 2 can be done and then helicopter back down.
Extreme: TV presenter and executive producer Bear (pictured) says: ‘On average, seven people every year of those attempting Everest will lose their lives’
Missing: Michael Matthews became the youngest Briton to reach the summit of Everest at the age of 22, but disappeared on the mountain just three hours later
‘I’ve always been uncomfortable with him being up there, especially in plain sight. Around 600 people a year summit Everest.
‘I’ve always been uncomfortable that he could be laying up there like some kind of tourist attraction but also on his own, away from us.
‘He died up there and his last thoughts will probably have been that he’s never going to see his family again. We have not seen his body and I set off to go to Everest and find him and bring him home.’
Spencer trekked to South Base Camp base camp via Namche Bazaar, a town in north-eastern Nepal, often the staging point for expeditions to and other Himalayan peaks.
He made the journey just five days after the birth of his son Otto after a ‘weather window’ made scaling the mountain feasible.
Brothers: TV personality Spencer was 10 years old when Michael (left next to sibling James) tragically died aged 22 – after becoming the youngest Brit to reach the peak in 1999
Project: During the film, Spencer undertook a ‘gut-wrenching’ mission to climb Mount Everest to find the body of his brother Michael
Spencer would have otherwise been left facing another year of waiting to begin the search, revealing that he had the backing of his wife Vogue.
The South Base Camp is at an altitude of 5,364 metres.
Describing the trek, he said: ‘You don’t have to be superman to do it. You come across this town [Namche Bazaar] in the sky. It’s amazing. It’s above the clouds. It reminded me of Asgard.
‘Part of the film is that we retrace the exact steps that Mike and his friends took. We stay in the same places and do the same path as he did. It’ll be a really powerful and amazing film’.
Finding Michael, directed by Tom Beard, is set to premiere on Disney+ on March 3.
Huge task: Spencer retraced the ‘exact steps’ his sibling took when he died descending the world’s highest peak in 1999
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