The mother-in-law of the gunman who fatally shot more than two dozen worshipers at a Texas church has spoken out about her anguish at bringing the devil to the door of her congregation.
Michelle Shields learned of the massacre just minutes after shooter Devin Patrick Kelley stormed the First Baptist Church in Southerland Springs, Texas on November 5, she revealed in an interview published on Tuesday in the San Antonio Express-News.
Her daughter Danielle called her frantic with worry that morning, after getting a phone call from her husband Kelley, 26, as he lay dying from a hero Good Samaritan’s bullets to tell her he had done ‘something horrible’ and didn’t think he’d make it.
Now Shields has revealed the diabolical, controlling personality of her son-in-law in the months leading up to the shooting, and the signs she fears she missed.
‘I still feel responsible. I feel responsible for trying to reach out and try to bring him closer to the Lord,’ Shields said in the interview, her voice shaking with grief. ‘Because I feel like all I did was bring the devil closer to our church.’
Michelle Shields embraces a friend after the service in the First Baptist Church in Sutherland Springs on Sunday. She has spoken out about her shooter son-in-law
Church shooter Devin Patrick Kelley (left) was obsessive and controlling with Shields’ daughter Danielle (right), keeping his mother-in-law from seeing their newborn baby for six months
Moments after killing 26 in the Sutherland Springs First Baptist Church, Kelley called Danielle as he lay dying from a hero citizen’s bullets, telling her he had done ‘something awful’
Six months before the shooting, Kelley, who had a history of domestic violence, sent a series of enraged texts to his mother-in-law.
He told her he would ‘destroy your entire life’ if she came to the hospital where her daughter was giving birth to the couple’s second child.
‘I suggest you don’t test my resolve,’ read one of several texts to Shields. In another, ‘You think this is a (expletive) game? It’s not.’
Shields said she heeded Kelley’s warning and stayed away from the hospital where her daughter Danielle was giving birth.
‘I wasn’t going to disobey. I didn’t want to disrespect because I don’t know where the anger would have gone from there,’ Shields told the newspaper.
‘If he would have forbidden us from seeing her permanently, or where he would take my daughter. So we just didn’t go in.’
Wearing her mother’s sweater, Michelle Shields sits in the new temporary sanctuary for First Baptist Church of Sutherland Springs, where she has been a member since 2004
After Danielle (left) gave birth, Shields says Kelley (right) became obsessive and controlling, making her speak to her mother on speakerphone and hanging up if he disliked what was said
Neighbors pray at a memorial near the First Baptist Church the day after the shooting
After the baby was born, Shields didn’t see Kelley or her daughter until a fall festival held at the church five days before the shooting.
Witnesses at the fall festival have said that Kelley was dressed in all black and acting strangely, prompting them to keep a cautious eye on him.
‘We walked around and talked and enjoyed everything, and ate some food together. And he went walking around without us. Which I didn’t think anything of, I thought he was just letting me and Danielle have time with the baby,’ said Shields.
Looking back, she now thinks that Kelley may have been plotting his next move.
The following week, Kelley killed 25 people at the church. Authorities put the toll at 26 because one of the victims was pregnant. Another 20 were injured. One of those killed was Shields’ mother.
Kelley died of an apparent self-inflicted gunshot wound after he was shot and chased by two men, now regarded as heroes, who heard the gunfire at the church.
Investigators have said the attack appeared to stem from a domestic dispute involving Kelley and Shields, who sometimes attended services at the church but wasn’t there the day of the shooting. The investigation is ongoing.
An aerial photo showing the site of the mass shooting the day after Kelley killed 26
The route taken by Kelley after he was confronted and subsequently chased by two heroes
A trail of violence seemed to follow Kelley for years.
In New Mexico, he was kicked out of the Air Force following a court-martial in 2012 for abusing his first wife and reportedly hitting her child hard enough to fracture his skull. In Colorado, he was charged with misdemeanor animal cruelty after someone saw him punch a dog several times.
And in Texas, sheriff’s deputies were called to his parents’ house after his girlfriend told a friend he was abusing her.
Shields said over the course of their short marriage, Kelley made her daughter turn on the speakerphone so he could listen in when they spoke. If he didn’t like what was being said, he made her hang up.
‘You had to walk on egg shells around him all the time because you’re afraid of saying something to upset him,’ Shields said.
Looking back, Shields wants to warn other parents not to let their children slip away in a troubling relationship.
‘I want people to never lose contact with their children, because you never know what’s going on in their relationship. Just stay focused on their lives,’ she said.
You don’t have to pry into their lives, but just let them know that you’re there and you love them,’ Shields continued.
‘That way if they are ever in a relationship like this, they know that they can always turn to a parent or friend. And Danielle knew that, but she was afraid, I think. Just let them know not to be afraid.’